the_wanlorn | I Dunno What to Do!

So, I have a group of internet-friends. That is, people I met over the internet and have never met in real life. These people will always be my friends first and foremost. But my brain has sort of subconsciously assigned them roles as if they were my family.

I have my internet-mum and my internet-da and my internet-siblings and my internet-boy-next-door-to-crush-on and my internet-boy-next-door's-sorta-annoying-friend and so on and so forth.

So, in a family, if there's a good relationship between the parents and the kid, then when the parents give advice, the kid sorta thinks about it a bit and considers it instead of discarding it immediately. I think.

So, with my lovely internet mum and da, there's sorta that plus the added listeningness of them being my friends, too.

See, now, this is important because all of my friends could tell me something and my parents could tell me something and if I didn't believe it, I won't believe it. No matter how much it makes sense cuz I won't want to.

But when one of my internet-parents says something, even when I'm like, "Dude, you're SO FUCKING WRONG", I end up thinking about it anyway. And sometimes changing sides.

Anyway, the point of all of this is that my internet-da said something to me today and I was like, "But... I want to do that...". And now thinking about what he said and stuff, I'm not sure. And I do not know what to do and I am so confused. And I'm probably going to continue doing what I'm doing, just to see from my own experience. But stuff that he was saying I thought was stuff that would get better. So I've just been ignoring it for now. But it doesn't... Grrrrrrrr.

Anyway. The cryptic end to a dumb entry. Thankee for reading.

Oh, and I'm fucked for calc and not in a good way.

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OH MY GOD WHO AM I WHO AM I?

--Lando

yeah me too

I'm not tellin any of you!

I am the annoying-boy-guy-internet-guy. Derrrr

Or arrrrre you? Heh heh heh.

Well I would hold out for the internet crush, but then I would have to post more shirtless photos.

Oh wow, oh wow....I know Karen MUST be your internet Mum....but who's your Daddy....(ummm....I didn't mean that the way it sounded)(oh shut up Vicki, yes you did, heh heh heh)...and who am I?????

Nope, Karen's not my internet mum. All you TC people don't know my internet mum. And you weren't included in the list cuz I didn't wanna sit down and think of everyone I know and add them. So just a couple random people (aka the people I was thinking about/talking to at the time) were listed. :-D

i just realized you were listening to that song i sent you

I Dunno What to Do!

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