the_wanlorn | Guess what!

Jon came over today! Big surprise, ey?

He helped me build some of my clock, which made me wicked happy. Especially since he wasn't really having any fun doing it, but he still was. Cuz no one ever does anything with me. Mum does stuff for me. Dad does stuff with Kerry. Kerry doesn't want anything to do with me, nor do I want anything to do with her. And none of my friends like doing anything that I like doing like that so they won't do anything with me.

Yeah, that last sentence made so little sense.

And then Mum was being Mum and upsetting me when she came home and Alicia was here. So I kinda went to my room with Jon. And I feel kinda bad now that I wouldn't talk to him about it. But I don't like dumping my problems on other people. I figure everyone else has enough crap to deal with; they don't need mine. I know it's not true, but... I dunno. And then afterwards, if I had said something, i would have felt bad about saying anything.

So, yeah. It's kinda funny that the rules that apply to me don't apply to anyone else. God forbid I tell anyone anything, but I'd be upset if someone was feeling bad about something and needed to talk to someone and I was there and... yeah. Run on sentences are my friend.

And plus. I think it was more cuz I have my period than cuz she was saying stuff..
. Yeah, or not. I think I shall lie to myself and blame it on that, though.

Anyway. I shall pray everyone leaves so I can newspaper the table again and work more on my clock!!

Guess what!

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