the_wanlorn | Mixed Emotions

So, I've been out of skool for 4 days. Well, 5. Kinda. Cuz Friday was such a BS day. Saturday and Sunday were okay, but nothing special cuz Mum and Da and Kerry were all home, so I don't think that really counts as vacation. How am I supposed to lie on the couch and do absobloodylutely nothing if they're there??

There was a kickass thunder 'n' lightning storm Sunday night. The power went out for a while after midnight. Which was sketchy cuz I left my computer in my room on and I think it mighta fried something, or something like that. But that's just cuz I'm pessimistic. It appears to still work right and everything.

Jon came over on Monday and we hung out and went to the mall and stuff. I got pretty new capris. That are a size too big, but whatever. I shall deal. But yeah. And I got shampoo. Which was good cuz I've been copping Mum's for the past week or so cuz I keep forgetting to tell her I need new shampoo when she goes to the store and all. And I got a shorthand of books (a shorthand = 3). And Jon got a MADCOOL plasmaballthingy. And stuff for his dad and brother. And he didn't whine and complain while I was looking for capris which made me quite happy.

Hahaha, I love my way of counting things. There's 1 (usually signified by an "a" or "an" in front of the word). A couple, which is 2. A shorthand = 3. Almost a hand = 4. A hand = 5. A hand and 1 = 6. A hand and a couple = 7. A longhand = 8. ALmost 2 hands = 9. 2 hands = 10. And so on and so on. :-P

But yeah. Tuesday was a good day for the most part. More hanging out with Jon. We made french toast and chocolate chip cookies. 'Twas much fun.

But yeah, so then. Clearly, there is some being conspiring against allowing me to be happy for 2 days straight. A quick backstory:

The music on my computer. All of my music. Randomly disappeared one day. I was kind of perturb, especially since I searched for all the MP3s and all of Kerry and Mum's stuff was still there. But I figured it was just the computer being stupid again. I asked mum about it, and she said that she hadn't deleted them and I didn't really think that Kerry would be so stupid as to do that.

So yesterday, I was randomly thinking about it, and decided I should ask Kerry. Just to make sure, ya know? I didn't actually expect her to be the one who deleted all my stuff.

Clearly, that's where I thought wrong.

So, she tried to deny it, but Kerry is a horrible liar. That's something I've noticed about people - the more gullible they are, the worse liars they are. And the less gullible they are, the better they are at lying.

Kerry is extremely gullible.

Basically, I was like, "What the fuck?!?!" And we got into this whole argument cuz she wouldn't just drop it and be like, "Okay, I was wrong; I'm sorry I'll never do it again" and I certainly wasn't going to drop it if she was going to continue engaging.

The other thing about my darling sister is that she doesn't quite "get" the concept of, "Gee... she's pissed... perhaps I shouldn't do that again". She'll just keep on doing whatever it is, possibly because she knows it's making me mad. So to be sure she's not gonna pull shit like that again, I have to scare the shit outta her. Which I did. She's quite leery of me now and I know she'll leave my music alone.

But I feel bad that Jon had to see that. But, I dunno. I mean, he had to at some point. Kerry and I get into spats like that all the time. And Mum and I have staring contests a whole hell of a lot when she's trying to play mind games and I don't feel like taking her shit. So I know that he's gonna be witness to plenty of wars... but I still feel kinda bad about it.

It's like, as much as it upsets me that so few people are willing to come visit me cuz I live in Cowtown, I'm kinda glad cuz I don't want other people to see that. Ya know?

I dunno. Whatever. I need to go pick up my room and stuff like that since I'm here alone.