::primal scream::

[the_wanlorn]

When is she going to figure it out? Ever? Hey Mum, guess what. You don't control me. And I'm sorry that you're under the delusion that anything you tell me to do is going to happen. Oh, and by the way. Thanks for ensuring that I don't get any A's this term. I really appreciate that you're too stupid to look at my pigheadedness and realize that what you say affects it. Seriously. I appreciate it. Now I don't have to think about doing any work to pull my grades up. Oh, and by the way? Don't talk shit about what you don't know. I'm far more likely to go places and do things when I have school because I'm already out of the fucking house. I need to cry. I hate this house and the people in it. I miss talking to Jon and having actualy conversations beyond "Sup?" "nm, you?". I'm tired all the time for no reason. I don't want to go back to school and have to go to classes. I hate not wanting to write, not wanting to read, not wanting to do anything. My room is freezing cold and I can't do anything about it. I don't like not being able to do anything about something. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH DIE DIE DIE

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