the_wanlorn | Maudlin

I feel like I have a hole inside of me, but I don't know what I need to fill it with.

A had this bloody brilliant idea about timeturners and history and wizarding law. Then I started to try to figure it out indepthly and got a headache. Then I took a step back and realized it's a book. It doesn't matter. It's called over-analyzing and no one cares.

Now, I glance up at my flower and realize I've forgotten to water it. So I do.

I wish I had sleeping pills. So I could take one and go to bed and not have to think; I'd just fall asleep.

Sometimes, I want to leave this whole life beyond. Just go away and start fresh.

And no one's online. No one to cheer me up. Clearly I'm too dependent on this whole instant ~~gratification~~ messaging thing.

Oh, and guess what I'm eating. Keep in mind I've subsisted on pizza and microwaved hamburgers for the past... hell of a long time. Got your guesses?

Steak. >:(

Good to know Mum coulda been making steak allll this time. We still don't have a kitchen, yet I have steak in my belly.