When I'm Tired I Get Anxious

[the_wanlorn]

This was a Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day. I don't want to talk about things I did, things I said, how I feel, but suffice to say: wow. I think I can count on one finger the number of people I've talked to today that I haven't gotten pissed off at (and mostly for incredibly irrational reasons). I can chalk it up to being exhausted and a couple things that happened this morning. And, unfortunately, I don't think any of that is going to change any time soon. Case in point: I have to be up in four and a half hours. Am I sleeping? No, I'm taking a break from trying to pull together my College Writing portfolio. Which, I must say, I am incredibly proud of. I hope that I get a most excellent grade, but I won't know until next semester. Stacy mentioned the other day that I creep her out a lot. She knows that I don't sleep, but she also knows that I don't take naps. She couldn't figure out how I function like that, and I didn't have the heart to tell her that I don't. I can tell the days when I went to bed early or got up late. I'm nicer to people, things piss me off a lot less, I have more patience with idiots. When I don't have enough sleep, I'm crabby and bitchy. I get mad easily, but I don't have the brains to tell the person/pull back until I'm calmer. My little patience with idiots deteriorates to no patience (case in point: my relationship with Dan back when I was getting enough sleep vs. my relationship with him now). Tomorrow, I need to take a nap. I have to come home from discrete and sleepsleepsleep until it's time for Fundamentals. Elsewise, I don't want to imagine what I'll be like. I'm calmed down now (long showers and leaving a jar of lavender stuff open do wonders), but who knows how long that will last? Owen Jess Stacy Steve Tom Aly Lando Caring for Your Introvert "Remember, someone you know, respect, and interact with every day is an introvert, and you are probably driving this person nuts. It pays to learn the warning signs." Bush's Inbox Just a thought as to what Bush's hotmail inbox might look like. Transparent Screen Order yours today! Best Christmas Lights Display Ever I'm not sure that I need to add any more to that description. Voodoo Programming: Things programmers do that they know shouldn't work but they try anyway, and which sometimes actually work, such as recompiling everything. (Karl Lehenbauer) I can't begin to tell you how many times crazy shit like that has worked for me.

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[crazyasitsounds.livejournal.com]

I loved that link about introverts.