Oh boy

[the_wanlorn]

Last night I had two nightmares; here they are. Just to quick clarify things - I classify a nightmare as a dream I wake up from with my stomach hurting. Or that I remember that makes my stomach hurt. Or something that scares the shit outta me/makes me wake up screaming/makes me wake up crying. So, in this one I was at some MassAcademy function or something and my da was there. He was taking to Tom and Jocelyn and acting really weird and goofy. So I went over and took one look at him and was like, "Are you drunk?" He leered at me and said, "Yeah." I dragged him over to Menard and was like, "Can you watch him?" And Menard was like, "Sure." I can't really convey the mood of the dream here, but it was a creepy, creepy dream. In the second one, Mum, Da, Kerry, and I were going on this trip to a place we had been before for a wedding. The place looked mad familiar - I think it was a mishmash of all the different places I've been for weddings. So we were there and just kinda chilling out, and I found this phone. So I decided to call Jon on it. Then Mum came up and asked me what I was doing while I was talking to Jon. I said something that made her wicked mad, so she grabbed the phone outta my hand and hung it up. I tried to call back and she did it again. So I went and found somewhere by the car where she couldn't see me and called him back on my cell phone. Then Kerry came over and was like, "We're leaving now." More stuff happened after that, but I don't remember it. It was a freaky dream. And I think I know where both of them come from... Da's entire family is alcoholic. Before I was born, Da was an alcoholic, too. So Jeremy grew up in that kinda shit. I've kinda been thinking about that in the back of my mind a lot, and it always kinda worried me. So, yeah... And the second one is cuz whenver we go on vacations, we all have a miserable time. Which is why we haven't been on a family vacation since Campobello. And when I'm on the computer and I make Mum mad, she comes over and shuts off the computer. Doesn't Shutdown, shuts OFF. And keeps doing it no matter how many times I turn it back on. And then she wonders why that computer is such a piece of shit... But, yeah.