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The Wanlorn ([personal profile] the_wanlorn) wrote2004-10-07 07:14 pm

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Jon just broke up with me.

It hurts. A lot. Inside. But I can't cry. I don't know why I can't cry cuz I think I'd feel better if I could cry, but I can't.

I want to know why. Because he made me so incredibly happy. When I was with him, I felt good and when I was thinking about him I felt good. I mean, there would be isolated moments of "Ohmigods everything is building up and AHHHHHHHHHHHH" but he would be sweet and helpful and make me feel better again. It probably didn't seem like he was doing anything to him, but he was.

It doesn't really feel real, I think because it was so sudden. I mean, he said he had been thinking about it for a long time, but there was just one incident, and...

Look, I will do anything to get you back. Whatever you need, I promise. I want you to be happy, but I want me to be happy two and there has to be some way that that can be acheived at the same time. I never felt like I really knew what you needed, and I know you said you would tell me, but right now it doesn't feel like you really did.

I shouldn't post this right now cuz I'm going to call you in half an hour or so, but... Eh.

[identity profile] jangel86.livejournal.com 2004-10-07 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Awww I'm so sorry Nire. I'm sad for you. But hang in there, you'll be ok.

[identity profile] tawmiz.livejournal.com 2004-10-07 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
whaaaaaaaat? i read that first sentence and im like shes joking right? i am really sorry nire. im here for you, anything you need or if you want to talk or if you just want a hug. im here. and i hope things work out for the best for you and him.

[identity profile] musicalpeep.livejournal.com 2004-10-07 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Nire?!

If you need to talk or whatever I've been through like 500000 breakups. They were all with the same person but they were all different so if you need to talk I probably will be able to relate.

*hug*

[identity profile] angelsholdher.livejournal.com 2004-10-07 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
*uber hugs* don't beg him to come back, do what i'm doing and make him absolutely miserable that he could have been stupid enough to break up with someone so incredibly awesome... make him do the begging.

*more hugs* let's be mopey together.

[identity profile] angelsholdher.livejournal.com 2004-10-07 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
You're an awesome, beautiful, fun person, and Jon is an idiot. You can do a gazillion times better, and don't you forget it. If it helps any, I promise to loan you my dull knife so you can remove his penis if that would make you feel any better... otherwise I'll just provide chocolate, since I guess that's the closest thing to a cure that there is... *more hugs* men are scum.

[identity profile] piratezim.livejournal.com 2004-10-07 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
i will punch the moron in the head if you drop the word and i happen to be in massachussetts.

[identity profile] qwikblade.livejournal.com 2004-10-07 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
{{{{{{Nire}}}}}}}} I'm sorry to hear that. If you need to talk, you know how to reach me.

[identity profile] iheartnadgwad.livejournal.com 2004-10-08 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
oh nire im really sorry and i know it hurts...i really hope everything works out for you and im here to hug you lots and lots. *HUG LIKE WHOA*

(Anonymous) 2004-10-08 01:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Joke's on him. You had a pretty good thing going, then he cuts it off, maybe because he's bored? Or something? I did the same thing. Had every intention of taking her back in three days. Bit me in the ass. Girl found a sexy golfer guy to play with and forgot all about me.
If this breakup lasts (breakups are always à la mode and a lot of them don't--and no, I do not mean served with vanilla ice cream.) then
I'm here for ya buddy, but it looks like you've got plenty of buds to keep you company. I'm really sorry, and I hope you're able to work out your feelings soon so you can get over that horrible initial-shock feeling. <3x10

--Lando

(Anonymous) 2004-10-08 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Like I told you before.. I'm here for you. I know it hurts but you'll get through it... even when it feels like you wont. When you come up over your october break I'll take you to see six billion movies so that your ass is so numb from sitting in our uncomfy regal chairs and you've seen me trip mike six billion times when he does theatre checks during the movie that you'll forget all about how much it hurts. If I can rot your brain out in concord then maybe it wont suck quite so bad.

I miss you!

Heart always.

[identity profile] legendofdougie.livejournal.com 2004-10-12 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
dude, fuck him. he obviously overlooked your hotness. and smartness. theres about a bazzillion better fish in the sea.

<3 always