The Wanlorn (
the_wanlorn) wrote2004-10-07 07:14 pm
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Jon just broke up with me. It hurts. A lot. Inside. But I can't cry. I don't know why I can't cry cuz I think I'd feel better if I could cry, but I can't. I want to know why. Because he made me so incredibly happy. When I was with him, I felt good and when I was thinking about him I felt good. I mean, there would be isolated moments of "Ohmigods everything is building up and AHHHHHHHHHHHH" but he would be sweet and helpful and make me feel better again. It probably didn't seem like he was doing anything to him, but he was. It doesn't really feel real, I think because it was so sudden. I mean, he said he had been thinking about it for a long time, but there was just one incident, and... Look, I will do anything to get you back. Whatever you need, I promise. I want you to be happy, but I want me to be happy two and there has to be some way that that can be acheived at the same time. I never felt like I really knew what you needed, and I know you said you would tell me, but right now it doesn't feel like you really did. I shouldn't post this right now cuz I'm going to call you in half an hour or so, but... Eh. |

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If you need to talk or whatever I've been through like 500000 breakups. They were all with the same person but they were all different so if you need to talk I probably will be able to relate.
*hug*
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*more hugs* let's be mopey together.
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(Anonymous) 2004-10-08 01:40 pm (UTC)(link)If this breakup lasts (breakups are always à la mode and a lot of them don't--and no, I do not mean served with vanilla ice cream.) then
I'm here for ya buddy, but it looks like you've got plenty of buds to keep you company. I'm really sorry, and I hope you're able to work out your feelings soon so you can get over that horrible initial-shock feeling. <3x10
--Lando
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(Anonymous) 2004-10-08 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)I miss you!
Heart always.
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<3 always