One is the loneliest number...

[the_wanlorn]

It feels like everyone's still at Point A in their life/maturity/whatever, or they've moved on to Point C, and I'm stuck, all alone, at B. Everyone's either gone or different. I miss Lexi. I miss talking to Connie and April. I miss Jon. I miss (pine for?) things I never had. Nothing's fair, nothing's right. And I'm sick of it all. But I suppose there's a bit of good. I don't have to keep promises I made to certain people, I can do things I said I wouldn't do if I so choose now that they don't care. I think that's what I miss most of all. Having a person or two that I knew cared about me. Now I'm just not sure. Which reminds me of another thing I miss. Having people that spontaneously tell me that they're proud of me for stuff. Not the ones who say it only cuz I brought it up (that just pisses me off. A lot). But people who mean it, who don't need to be prompted. I just don't know anymore.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

I'm proud of you Nire!!!

HAHAHA, just kidding.

Let me phrase it this way--if I lived near you, and I really truly knew you in an RL situation, I would probably be in some way proud of something of yours.

--Lando