August 9th, 2004
Whenever Mum opens her mouth she makes me mad. I was just all excited cuz I learnded something new today and now I'm all pissed off. AGAIN. Does anyone wanna share an apartment with me starting sometime after Christmas? ::makes angry noises:: ::makes more angry noises:: So, when you're an adult, does the governemnt come and suck out every drop of logic in your body? I shouldn't even be mad at this, but I'm getting so fucking sick of all of their bullshit. I think I know what's good for me and what's not by now. What's Mum gonna do when I'm off on my own and she can't control my life anymore? Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I hate this house. I hate their double standards. I hate their mind games. I hate their inability to stick something out even though it's getting a bit complicated or difficult. I hate their horrid planning skills for big projects. I miss how I used to be able to just let things sliiiiiiiide. Mum or Da wimwaming back and forth about something and keep going back to "No"? Get pissed off for a couple minutes then get over it because there's nothing I can do to change them or it. Now I stay pissed off all bloody day and the littlest things set me off again. Oh joy. Mum's on the phone with someone and I just heard my name and the word "issue" in the same sentence. I'm such an issue for this family. An issue and a fucking disappointment. I'd rather read in my room than spend time with the family. I don't give a damn about skool. Dougass did not "offer enough" so they had to find me a different skool. Except I couldn't ride in with Mum in the morning anymore so how were they going to get me there. And even moreso this year. I don't like doing anything till they day before it's due. I don't help out around the house. I like other people's families better than my own. Everything I do I could do so much better as far as Mum's concerned. Whatever. It's normal, I should be used to it by now, I'm just stressed out by other things. And oh joy, I learned something new today. |
- Music:Peter Gabriel - In Your Eyes
- Mood:
angry
Went to Circuit City and asked one of the guys about networking the house and shit. Wanted to go to B&N, but I called Mum and she said no. I'm doing a good job of upsetting everyone I talk to today. :-( |
- Music:The Brown Derbies - Romeo & Juliet
- Mood:
upset
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